mana titik kenyamanannya ?

lagi lagi kayak gini. selalu bermasalah sama lingkungan baru. oke fine kelemahan gue adalah susah klop sama orang baru. gue itu tipe orang yang susah nyaman sama lingkungan baru. gue ngga supel. males aja rasanya gaul sama orang baru. iya salah sih emang, tapi buat apa gue ngegaul bareng orang orang yang ngga bisa bikin gue nyaman? egois sih emang gue sadar kok.

nah diantara sekian kali gue masuk lingkungan baru, ini yang paling ngga nyaman. lingkungan kampus. dari dulu gue selalu memimpikan masa kuliah ini, tapi pas udah masuk, gue selalu nanya dalem hati, KENAPA BEGINI JADINYA? jujur gue jadi males kuliah kalo kaya gini lingkungannya. ngga nyamannya adalah : temen temen yang pelit ilmu, temen temen yang nyangka macem macem ke gue, temen temen yang bermuka dua, ARGH SHIT banget lah pokonya. tapi disatu sisi gue juga punya temen dan senior sih yang sepikiran sama gue. yang mereka pun juga ngga nyaman sama lingkungan kampus ini. jadi sekarang gue jalanin yah cuma, ya mungkin yaa mungkin, setengah hati. ngga tau lah empet aja gue terdampar disini

blind

love is blind

itu hal yang lumrah banget dan biasa banget terjadi di kalangan anak muda. dan sedihnya yang kena masalah ini adalah gue. bukan gue yang dibutakan sama cinta men, tapi gue adalah korban dari orang yang dibutakan sama cinta. dan ini bukan kejadian yang pertama kali. kira kira ini yah yang ketiga kalinya gue jadi korban.
gara gara utamanya adalah karna gue punya banyak temen cowok. secara gue akuin gue lebih asik gaul sama cowok soalnya mereka lebih simpel pemikirannya. eits walaupun gue banyak temenan sama cowok, cuman 1 kok cowok yang gue seriusin, namanya arie :* (semoga kamu baca ini). balik lagi ke masalah utama. kali ini gue kesandung lagi sama masalah yang sama. gini ceritanya.

gue udah bilang kan kalo gue lebih suka cerita sama cowok ketimbang sama cewek. kali ini gue banyak punya temen baru di kuliah, ada yang cowok ada yang cewek. kebetulan yang suka cerita dan sharing sama gue ini cowok. gue kira biasa aja kan sharing sama orang ini, nah ternyata dari anak maba ada yang suka sama cowok ini. cemburu lah dia. gue diomongin di pm, grup, bla bla bla yang intinya nih cewek cemburu sama gue. yaelaaaaah ngapain cemburu sih? toh gue juga udah punya cowook kaliii gue ngga menel.

tau ah sebel sendiri

International Relations

I'm speechless. today at last 7 pm I got an announcement for SNMPTN 2012. since yesterday, I'm dizzy, crazy and confused. near 7 pm, I opened snmptn.ac.id and soooo long time. first, I opened UI's website and then my lucky isn't there :') then I opened UIN's website, aaaaaaaaaaaaaand voila ! I get my name there !! alhamdulillah. 2123310027 ALVIA SYAFIQA Fakultas Ilmu Sosial & Ilmu Politik, Hubungan Internasional.

my pray was answered by Allah SWT thank you Allah :* 

exactly Allah will pay our struggle during in. thanks for all, I still speechless xO

big thanks to
1. Allah SWT for the answer of my pray
2. Dad, for your BIG supports, motivation, strategy, and pressure x')
3. Mom, for your supports, respect, and pray
4. Big family, for your supports
5. Ahmad Rifaie as my mood booster, thanks for your supports and respects x) love you so much :*
6. My best friend, for your little pressure, supports, and motivation

that is the announcement !

my dream come true one by one :*

keep blogging people !

disposition versus snmptn

busy day! huh!

1 went from home at 8am to school for administer the disposition letter. the function of disposition letter is for the proof that we was finished the learning in senior high school. later, the disposition letter we use to take The Ijazah. that disposition must be signed by Mrs Yuli (library), Mrs Dian (school payment), Mr Yayat (year book) Mr Eman (reports of learning), and Mr Ade (complete disposition). finally, my disposition letter is complete! even tough, I must still get a signature from Mr Ade.

after finished our disposition letter, me, Tafani, Dea, plan to go to the BNI Bank for pay the IPB's registration fee (just Dea and Tafani). we go by Tafani's car. first, we go to Muamalat Bank for take Dea's money. its so hurried because the bank closed at 3pm. we buy twisty, large soft drink, and cone ice cream of course at KFC!

but finally we don't go pay the registration because the IPB's web is error -.- after that, we pick up Dery (Dea's boyfriend) and his friend Aris at Air Mancur. Aris was went to his home firstly. then me, Tafani, Dea and Dery around Bogor and it was raining! so cold :D

after satisfied around the town, we decided to survey our location of snmptn tomorrow. for the first we went to Regina Pacis SHS for looking Tafani's location

second, we went looked for Dery and Dea's location, at smansa. in here, Tafani is can't parked her car hahaha. then Dery helped her for parked her car.

last, we looked for my location at PGRI 4 shs. difficult enough for parked here :p I held test at 2 room. wish I can finished snmptn with goodness.

aaaaand finally we finished our journey for today. see you at our next journey, guys! keep blogging people! :)

new influence

Christina Perri (born August 19, 1986) was a United States singer. she first made ​​her first album in 2011 Lovestrong. Born in Philadelphia, Pennsylvania. Career in the music world since 2010. one of her song is familiar with us, A Thousand Years. that song is an original soundtrack from the famous movie too, Breaking Dawn Part I. that song is sooooo very romantic :* that's sooo Edward. she is my new woman idol, maybe :D

when she wear a red dress. she's on concert at Tennis Indoor Senayan, Jakarta on last day. I dunno her concert :( see you and keep blogging!

playlist in this month

so many new western songs in this week, month, or years. even tough, I decided for listen the simple songs, and exactly people know and familiar with songs on my playlist

1. Taylor Swift-Mine

2. Taylor Swift-You Belong With Me

3. Christina Perri-A Thousand Years

4. Bruno Mars-Just The Way You Are

5. Jessie J-Price Tag

6. Adele-Someone Like You

7. Taylor Swift feat Boys Like girl-Two Is Better Than One

8. Shania Twain-You're Still The One

9. Speak Up-Ilia Part II

that song obviously familiar in our ears. and they're include the old song. but I prefer that songs more than new songs.

enjoy and keep blogging, guys ;)

my passion

I have many passion in the world. but the one which I love most is my sweety sweety room. even toughe she is crowded, but I love her. on my room I have several cozy spot for me. just for me.but sometimes I hate to stay in my room. because I have no door! damn it so much!  every I came back home, the primary place I visit in my home is my room. believe it or not! I'll show several cozy spot (for me of course) on my room. hope become the inspirations :)

the place which I have study and prepare for SNMPTN 201

everyday, I grooming and drees up there ;;)

 my High School Area. so memorable :)

 several pride..

fyi, believe it or not, I ever become a 3rd champion of Olimpiade IPA when elementary school. whereas, now, I learning on social class! hehe

 some collections on my shelf. there are teenlit novels, Harry Potter, and comic of course

I'm cow lovers!! :*

 they are Kotak & Bonbon. both of them are gift from my boyfriend, Arie :)

voila, there are some things that I put on my room. enjoy and keep blogging, guys! ;)